sunny day

well actually i met him before coz he’s my cousin’s cousin i don’t know how it goes but it happened after years of knowing him.. i know that he knows how i feel lilke he can see how lonely and no llife i am..no friends, no boyfriend, just staying in the house, empty and lonely.. so there ..i knew it all along he wants to play with me or see if im gonna fall for him.. and too bad i did..  i felt like finally i can talk to someone like finally someone listens to me without humiliating me or judging me ..i laughed too.. he makes me smile..lilke i don’t feel alone anymore..i was like uuuu somene is with me now„then i feel for him like a drug that i am addicted with„ i felt like i am myself once again, smart, confident, knows what to do, positive thinker, motivator, and i was like oh thank you God..then i want him so bad „i finally accepted that i love him even though i knew that he is married,