sunny day

well actually i met him before coz he’s my cousin’s cousin i don’t know how it goes but it happened after years of knowing him.. i know that he knows how i feel lilke he can see how lonely and no llife i am..no friends, no boyfriend, just staying in the house, empty and lonely.. so there ..i knew it all along he wants to play with me or see if im gonna fall for him.. and too bad i did..  i felt like finally i can talk to someone like finally someone listens to me without humiliating me or judging me ..i laughed too.. he makes me smile..lilke i don’t feel alone anymore..i was like uuuu somene is with me now„then i feel for him like a drug that i am addicted with„ i felt like i am myself once again, smart, confident, knows what to do, positive thinker, motivator, and i was like oh thank you God..then i want him so bad „i finally accepted that i love him even though i knew that he is married,

shit bitch! you are getting into my nerves!,you tell me! whyelse should i believe u when u suddenly popped out in my inbox, showed rudeness to me without proper acquaintance, cmon dont bullshit me if youre bullshiting people and they believe you then not to me, for heavens sake! i dont give a shit bout you! whoever you are just get lost and take your prgnancy to hell!